I’m sorta in love with Scott Disick. Okay, bye.
We so cayoot :3
We are officially under 2 days. GAH!
Your boyfriend may live in the same city as you, but I bet he doesn’t spend his nights serenading you like mine does <3
ITS DECEMBER! We made it from 137+ days down to 13. I can’t believe this. Gah! I love you baby <3
Afternoon cuddles :3
I have been dying to see this countdown say less than 20 days. Saying I am excited and nervous is an understatement. I love you Jake! <3
This boo :3
Sooooo, basically I have the cutest boyfriend in the world. He called me on his cell phone while on duty at work just to tell me that its snowing where he lives. He promised me he’d tell me the minute it started snowing, and he literally did. That’s just so adorable! And getting to hear him talk with members at work was so cute :3 Its safe to say that I have the best boyfriend in the world. 31 days until I get to be with the love of my life. To think we’ve come this far. From a boring night in March all the way to now. Who knew that in a year’s time everything would be completely different. This is just the start of something beautiful <3
Most girls search their whole lives for what I found in you. You know how to make me smile when no one else can. You like me for me. You call me beautiful at all the right times. My weird quirks are things you actually appreciate about me. You help boost my self-esteem. You are my one and only. I love you so much. The silent moments with you are never awkward, but rather a time for us to speak through our eyes. A time to express our love for each other in non-verbal form. Its a time for us to say the things we could never find the right words for. You get me. You complete me. You’re my boyfriend, my bestfriend, my soulmate. And I can’t believe that in just 38 days I will finally be in your arms. Safe, wanted, and loved. You make me the happiest girl in the world. Plenty of people have told me that this whole idea is insane and that I’m crazy to go through with something like this. Others have told me that being in a long distance relationship is easy and that there’s nothing difficult about them. I call bullshit on both groups of people. As for the people who say we’re crazy, they know absolutely nothing about us. About our Skype dates, our emails, our texts, our phone calls, our voicemails, our handwritten love letters, our lunch dates, our sleepovers on Skype. None of it. They think none of this is possible and that we’re wasting our time. I’m done letting their negativity get in the way of what makes me happy; you. And as for the other group that says this is an easy relationship: no, just no. They’re just as clueless as the first group. They haven’t seen the tears. They haven’t been through the endless internet/Skype technical difficulties. They haven’t dealt with being a thousand miles away from the person they love. This isn’t easy, but I know its 100% worth it. In the end, I get you. And if I have to wait forever and a day to have you with me, I will. As I type this, you’re actually being super adorable and snoring. I love falling asleep with you on Skype. I feel so close to you. Like if I wake up from a bad dream, I can look over and see you. Then I know I’m not alone. It comforts me. I may be 1000 miles away, but you always seem so close. My love for you will never end. I will love you until the end of time Jacob Thomas Mikolas. Sleep well my love <33
With “Little Things” by One Direction. Seriously, the song is just perfection. The lyrics made me cry. They really hit home for me.
Yesterday was the best day ever. No phones, no parents, no interruptions. Just us two. Talking, laughing, watching movies, listening to you play guitar, taking baths, cooking, and just being with each other. That was the most fun I’ve had in a really long time. You know those moments where you’re both staring into each others eyes and you aren’t saying anything, but both of you know what each other is thinking? Yea, those are my favorite. Jakey, you are the most amazing ever. This weekend has been unforgettable and I feel so lucky to have fallen in love with you all over again. I can’t wait until December 14th at O’Hare. Only 54 days left :3 I can’t wait to be there the morning of your Berklee audition. I can’t wait until we go to Mardi Gras with Katie next year. I can’t wait for you to spend tons of time here with me during Spring Break. I can’t wait until next summer when I go see you again in Chicago. I can’t wait until Boston. Oh my god. Finally. 123 Cute Apartment Avenue Boston, MA 02115. Where finally the distance won’t be an issue. We won’t be separated by 1000 miles. We won’t have to arrange times where we can both get on Skype. We’ll just be a few streets away at different schools. Now I’ve just gotten to rambling and I don’t know where I was going with this, so yes. To recap, this has been the most amazing day and a half of my life and there’s no one in the world I would have rather spent it with. Sometimes I wonder why the hell I couldn’t have just found someone here. Someone closer to me. Someone I could see on a regular basis. And then I realize, that’s completely unimportant. I would much rather have someone who cares about me, loves me, knows how to make me smile, and genuinely enjoys my company live over a thousand miles away from me, than a guy who’s just mildly interested and doesn’t make time for me who lives 20 minutes away. The distance blows, but I know what I’m waiting for is really, really special. You’re worth every tear, heartache, and issue I have to go through with my parents. It may be tough now, but in 54 days when I get that long hug paired with “___, _ ____ ___ _________ _____ __ ____.” I will forget all about the rough times and realize everything was so worth it. Thanks for always making me smile even when I’m down. You’re always so good at that, babe. Well, I’ve gone entirely too long with this, so I’ll end it here. You’re always in my heart and I love you so incredibly much, my love. <33
I love you sooo much babes <3 12 hours and 54 minutes on Skype so far. And still counting :3
Such a cayoootie :3